Monday, February 21, 2005

yesterday went for my second bash of the year. at least i feel that this is more justified for me. the previous came when i wasn't really prepared for it mentally... yesterday's was not bad in the sense that i quite enjoy the crowd there but still can't really relax that much amongst crowd. thanks gal for inviting me... hee.. hope everything went well for the biathalon.
just came back from a movie with my jc class. can't really say that its a class gathering cause there's only 4 of us. we watched I do I do. haha.played a small little game.. the first one to laugh will be forfeited. forfeit is to sing 3 songs in the ktv lounge. haha. i was seriously wondering whether eventually all of us would have internal damage. "nei shang".. the show is really not bad. haha. before thte show we sat at BK and talked crap, as usual we're entertained by guowei.. haha... i seriously need to get a bf soon, thats my conclusion, if i intend to get married at the acceptable and appropriate time. haha. acc to him, guys should get married at 30 plus. gals expire from the playing field at the age of 30. they should get married at 25.. haha.... hmmm... wonder where he got that idea from but i think its what most people think...
was thinking, at the end of my life, i don't want to be any housewife, which i thnink i've been having that mentaily since young. but right now at this moment, i think i would want to enjoy myself, live life to the fullest, right now its not even a quarter filled lo... work, relationship, family,i wanna try a little of everything... i may sound irresponsible when i say all this but i think at the end of it i just wanna make sure that i do not regret life....however before anything goes on, i have to settle somethings and end some debts... sigh... i seriously need to come up with a set of principles in life. i'm too indecisive liao.. a little beyond the tolerance level even to me...

hee.. tmr going swimming again!!! hee found myself another swimming khaki.!!

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